Keep Fighting!

Hye all..!! Had been very busy lately. Next week will be the most busiest week owh! Huhuhuhu..

31st Oct- Midterm Data Mining and Advanced Computer Architecture

1st Nov- Midterm Web Technology

2nd Nov- Midterm Computerized Security System

3rd Nov- Submission of Final year project draft 1

4th Nov- Midterm ICT Project management, submission of GUI Project 1 and assignment 2

*doommmmedddddd!!!!*

It will be a 'non-sleeping' week for me. Hohohohoho.. Trying to give out my very best. DOn't wanna let mummy and daddy down. I seriously have to work something out. Seriously. Huhuhuhu. This week will be followed by unwanted weight gain, acne grew! Ergghhh!! *tak suka*

Seriously just now when skyping with mummy dia dah tegur. What's wrong with your face? Haiya mummy..*stress ba ituuu!!* Hahahahaha... Paham saja lah anak mu ini juga sangat merinduimu..!! *nda sabar suda menunggu raya haji!* That's y I said I'll give all out. Sebab I'm going back to my hometown by the end of the tiring week!! Hehehehe.. BIG SMILE FOR THAT!

*cant wait..Muka eksaited habishabis*

Special thanks to my lovely brother for buying me the air tix! :) -credited-

Hmmmphhhhh.. So I'm going to give my 110% energy and effort to finished this upcoming week.!! Then treat myself with the one week holiday with mummy, daddy, the siblings and all.! Hehehehehehe.. Sampai sini dulu ahhh...!! nak sambung study neyh....!!! Tata dear darlings!! ^^V

Just A Simple Quick Update

Hye guysss..!!! Wondering if anyone miss me? hehehehehehe.. Actually this few days had been busy with all the exams and project that need to be submitted before the mid-semester break. Huhuhuhu. Congratulation to all those things that I now realized my pimples were emerging more and more for every single passing days. And I'm gaining weight due to lots of snack intake during my study time. *CONGRATULATION AGAIN INCIX MID-TERM!!*

Hohohohohoho.. When all this business started, seriously, *I mean really seriously* I started to miss those past 4 months holidays. Huhuhuhuhu.. Where my life was like heaven. Having mummy and everyone around. Just sit back and have those enjoying time. HUhuhu..But now here I am.! Struglling with all these books and notes and projects too!! :( I hope as a group, we could finished our project before this upcoming weekend so that we can solely focus for mid-term exam for the whole weekend.

Straight one week of mid-term and projest submission. And I can't imagine what I'm going to turn to by the end of next week! Hahahahahah. Zombies? Pandas? Hahahahaha... But it seems that I'm giving my all out since I'm going back to my hometown for the one week holiday! *yeaayyyy!!* heheheheheheeh... *muka bahagia seorang saya!!!* Lalalalalllalalalalalalala.. Ok lah. For now I've to offline first. There is still much things that is hunger for my attention. Promise will try my best to give out updates for my beloved blog. But if there is nothing that means I'm seriously busy.! Take care peeps! Love you guys! -XOXO-

*I'm strong enough because of mummy, daddy and those awesome siblings of mine! Wait for me ya.! Willl be with you guys in less then 10 days!*

Fresher. Calmer.

Helllluuuuu..!! Hehehehe.. I'm back to my old mood liao! Semangat! Hehehehehe.. Tapi still no books open yet lah. *takpe2..Take your time darling* Wekekekekekekkeke... Today I feel fresher and even calmer from before. The spirit is here back babehh..!! Hehehehehehe.. Smile..! FOr every single things that happen! Sebab senyum mampu tukar berita duka jadi suka.! :) Hehehehehe... *tanak puisi-puisi lah harini* Nak selamber radaaakk jeee.. bOleh? Hehehehe.. *sukati lah blog aku kot* Lagipun aku tak rasa ade org baca blog aku neyh.. Kira aku tulis syok sendiri je lah.. Sekali lagi.. *sukatilah blog aku kot* hahahahaa..

Tiba-tiba rasa nak tukar mood blog template lah. Nak bagi yang cheeky2 dance2 sikit.. *bukan chicken dance* Bahahahahahaha... Hurmmmm.. Nanti lah.... Skang neyh... Next what to doo? Jemur kain lah bOngg Ngokkk!! hahahahaha.. Pemalas punya orang! *tu pun kejap lagi lah* hehehehe.. Ape kebenda yang aku taip neyh...tengah hyperactive neyh la jadinyaa.. bukan active je yang hyper...Thyroid pun hyper jugak.. hahahahaha.. *hypo pun sama nak join*kuikuikuikuikui...

Next week I got few things to do. Meet up lecturers, *ehh..WHere is my to do list* OMD!OMD! Hehemmmmm... Then the very next week. Midterms midterms midterms. I got hehemmmm 1 2 3 4 .... aiyamakkkkkk!! All were in the same week pulak kan.. *nak buat guane.. name pun student..!* Hehehehehehehe... Redha dan tabah je lahh!!!! >.< Sekarang assignment pun dah beratur panjang2.. berbontot-bontot beratur nye... Haihhh.. =.='' Nak kene perambat jugak... So this is the update for now! See u again next entry.!

Go Away Pain!

Just for a little moment. Go away please. Just let me finish my job and later you still could come again and I'll settle you down. I can't focus if you keep bugging me with my works. We both suffered lah.! Gigi oh Gigi. Kenapakah awak sakit? :( Nak jumpa doktor sangat dah ke? Dah rindu sangat dengan abg-abg doktor yang hensem-hensem tu? Huhuhuhu. Let me finish my job first. Then I promise I'll sleep and give you some rest. Please. Please. :(

DugaanDemiDugaan

^_________________^

Sabar itu indah. Positive tu tak susah. InsyaALLAH dimana ade kemahuan disitu ada jalan. :) Skang aku masih boleh bersyukur kerana aku tahu DIA masih sayangkan aku. Dan dia turunkan satu demi satu dugaan. Untuk menilai kesabaran aku. Untuk melihat sejauh mana utuhnya pegangan aku kepadaNYA. Bersabarlah fateen. Semua ney tak lama. Bakal berakhir bila tiba masanya. Buat masa sekarang. Hadapi dgn kesabaran. Kan sabar itu separuh daripada iman. Ketika DIA menguji kesabaran kita. Bermakna DIA juga sedang menguji keimanan kita kepadaNYA.

Indahnya Sabar~

Hari demi hari. Kesabaran aku semakin teruji. Dan pada setiap ujian yang datang. Menambah lagi lapis kesabaran yang tersemai dalam jiwa. Aku sering bertanya. Akan sampaikah satu ujian besar untuk ku. Kerana DIA tentu menguji aku dengan ujian-ujian kecil itu supaya aku mampu mempersiapkan diri untuk sesuatu yang lebih besar. Dan ya. Hari ini aku menemukan jawapan kepada persoalan itu. :) Aku perlu senyum. Kerana itu sahaja cara untuk meringankan kerisauan keluargaku di kampung.

Dalam diam seloroh mama, aku dapat kesan kerisauan yang bersarang disisa ujung tawanya. Jangan risau ma.! Eqa sihat.! Eqa mampu melawan semua ini. Hari ini. Datang lagi satu ujian. Dan aku agak terkejut aku mampu menghadapi dengan senyuman. Mungkin sebelumnya aku resah. Sehingga mungkin ada teman-teman yang turut tersama berasa kerunsingan aku. Tanpa jemu bertanya mengapa dan apa. Tapi aku tidak mampu memberi jawapan. Kerana aku sendiri tidak pasti akan kerisauan itu. Sehingga aku benar-benar mendengar semuanya dari mulut doktor. Aku mampu tersenyum. Alhamdulillah. "Latihan-latihan" harian yang aku jalani untuk memupuk sabar dalam diri menampakkan kesan.

Mungkin tidak serius. Atau tidak besar mana dimata org. Tapi pada saat aku berazam utuh untuk memperjuangkan tahun-tahun akhir aku di sini. Keputusan ujian darah itu tadi serba sedikit telah merundumkan semangat itu. Tapi tidak mahu aku tunjukkan. Kerana takut nanti dikata hangat-hangat tahi ayam. Tapi pada teman yang betul mengenali aku. Mereka tahu. Mereka mampu duduk hampir dengan aku. Tanpa bercerita panjang. Mereka mampu mengembalikan senyuman ikhlas pada diriku. *Untuk itu aku BERTERIMA KASIH. *

Aku masih memeliki azam yang sama. Tercela sedikit tadi. Tetapi kini kembali berapi. Mungkin kerana aku sudah lali dengan ujian yang datang. Maka aku boleh katakan aku bersedia untuk terima apa sahaja. Tidak serius. Tapi aki tidak tahu sejauh mana kesannya kepada diriku nanti. Untuk itu kita hanya mampu tunggu dan lihat. Daripada keadaadn hormon dalam darah ku yang sebelumnya di atas paras normal. Kini kesan dari ubatan yang terlampau tinggi dalam perkiraan aku. Doktor kini mengesahkan kandungan hormon yang sama dalam darah aku seperti di bawah paras normal. Aku senyum. *tu saje yang mampu*

Doktor kata kesan dari dosage ubat yang terlampau kuat yang diberikan oleh doktor dari kampungku. Duhaiiiii..!! Taktau mana yang betul mana yang tidak. Jadi sekarang. Aku ambil jalan tengah. Doctor mane yang tengah berkerjasama dengan aku. Itulah doktor aku sekarang. Jadi dia terangkan pada aku satu persatu. Dia kata dalam keadaan aku sekarang. Pelik sikit. *mane pernah aku tak pelik kan* Hahahahaha. Lepas penerangan yang dia berikan. Org pertama aku hubungi. Papa. Then mama. Ingat nak call abg dulu. But then takut gak. Sebab dia jenis lain sikit kepalanya. Then kebetulan dekat FB dia ajak berborak. So org pun slow talk lah dgn dia. Lepas penerangan yang agak panjang. Dia boleh terima dan paham jugak keadaan akhirnya.

So sekarang. Hmmmm. Penat. Dan letih. Ingat nak kemas2 badan and nak tidur kejap. Takut jugak tak terbangun. Hmmmmm. Letih sangat tapinya. Tidur lah dulu.

Chasing away those fats!

Haihhhh..!!! Seriously feel that my weight were incresing vigorously.! What to do. Now that everything were already in front of my eyes kan. If before have to walk all the way to cafe library for brunch or lunch, and later walk back to SKTM for classes. But now cafe SKTM have fully worked and we just walk few steps, eat, and later sitting back in class. Same with hostel's cafe, if before we had to go all the way outside for dinner or lunch, climbing all those stairs. But seems the cafe now had been fully worked, we only go there for lunch and later go back to our house.

TAK BER'EXERCISE' LANGSUNG!!!!!! heshhhh..!!! then selera makan tak macam nak tinggi plak kann..!!!!! Aduiiiiiii..!!! Tensen lah macam neyh..

*tu lah manusia..tak pernah bersyukur.!!* Dah ade yang dekat bising.. Dulu kene jalan jauh hari2 lagi lah bising! Abeh mcm ne??? Haaaa.. Jawab...!!!!!! Mane pergi spirit nak kurus tahh..!! Ehh pempuan.!! Kau tu sakit..!! Sedar diri sikit...!! *lalalalaalaalalalalalala* Sebenarnye senang je kalau dah ade determination. But then I'd rather staying like this and healthy then being skinny but sakit.! Hopefully the blood test result will turn out well.. Huhuhuhu.. *praying over and over again* Then after the result had come out only I'll figure out what to do next. If I'm truly healing from the disease. Then I'll start a very strict diet+exercise routine again.! If not means I've to figure something else out.. *sigh*

Please..please.. Jangan sakit lagi..But still those fats need to be cut out. Because it will make u fall sick too..!!! I'll do it slowly by not give my body too much pressure.. Anyone with great idea how I can make it tak? Hahahahahah..

A picture that tells a thousands meanings.

SingularPlural!

Seorang suami sedang menerangkan pada isterinya tentang nak poligami.

Suami : Yang.. Abg ingat nak tambah lagi cawangan lah. Sebab hidup sekarang macam tak lengkap je..

Isteri : Maksud abg?

Suami : ye lah.. Kawen satu = isONE. Kawen dua=isTWO. Kawen tiga=isTHREE. Baru betul sebutan dia tuh. Isteri.

Isteri : Owh. Abg ade masalah lagi dalam bahasa inggeris neyh.

Suami : Maksud ayang?

Isteri : Bukan tu je yang abg kene tahu.. Abg kene tahu jugak istilah singular plural.

Suami : Tak paham la yangg..

Isteri : Ye lah. Kan bahasa inggeris. Singular tu satu. Lebih dari satu tu plural. Kene tambah 'S'

Suami : *masih menunggu penjelasan isteri dgn sabar*

Isteri : Isteri abg satu abg MAMPU. Cuba kalau isteri abg dua? ke tiga? kan da plural tu. Jadi kalau tambah 'S', lebih dari satu abg MAMPUS.

Suami : !@#$%^&*()*^%@#$%^....???

Hahahahahahah..

myBigB!

Hahahahaha.. BigB? Hoyeahh.. This time. The entry were specially dedicated to my big brother.! Hahahaha.. Dah lama tak buat entry pasal my loply family. So I'm decided on doing this. Among the 4 of us. Of course la our bigB yang paling.!! Paling apa? Paling nakal, paling baik, paling hensem, *jangan perasan. dah memang aok sorg je laki. Memang la semua aok yang Paling* Okeh.. Highlighted.. Heheheheheh.. And paling saya respect. For this time, dia lah yang paling berjaya even dengan semua 'kenakalan' dia yang sudah diketahui sejak azali lagi. *azali tu bila? Azali tu azali lahh* hahahahahahahaha... WELL2.. Congratz bro.

You've actually made us proud. And yes. Buat kitorg semangat untuk berjaya jugak.! *okeh fateen. Cakap saja tarak guna* bila mau sambung kerija? *kejap kejap* hahahahaha.. Bagi hilang dulu beban dalam kepala. penangan kuiz semalam masih berlagu berdendang lagi neh. Masih belum didigest sepenuhnya. takpe2. Pelan2 kayuh2. Rilek.. :)

K lah.! Sampai sini dahulu semua. *skeme sebentar bersama-sama cadburry*

SebenarnyaAku

Macam-macam yang terjadi. Sana sini itu ini. Sampai nak bernafas pun macam tersangkut-sangkut. Adat hidup pelajar lah. Lagi-lagi dah masuk tahun akhir. Banyak nak kene kejar. Nak naikkan pointer. Nak buat thesis. Nak pikir assignment. Nak itu.. Nak ini. Hmmpphhhh... Then during this time friendship were truly challenged. Masing-masing kepala tengah berat. Kepala tengah tension. Then mulalah. Nampak kesalahan org tu. Nampak kelemahan org ni. Tapi sebenarnya diri sendiri ada salah. Diri sendiri ade yang lemah. Cuma diri sendiri takkan nak mengaku lemah? Takkan nak mengaku salah. Kan?

Tapi sebenar aku aku sedar kelemahan aku. Aku tau kesalahan aku. Bukan nak kata aku hebat. Bukan nak kata aku baik. Cuma kadang-kadang fikiran waras tu hilang bila dikuasa nafsu dan amarah. Aku sedar aku terlalu lembut dengan org. Atas dasar ingat yang dia kawan. Aku terlalu beri pada muka org. Kerana alasan takut hilang kawan. Tapi bukan maksudnya aku tak tau apa itu marah dan benci. Susah bila aku dah mula marah org. Susah nak dimaafkan. Aku cuba terbaik untuk maafka semua org. Dan mintak maaf pada semua org. Niat aku nak mula kan hidup baru. Nak nyalakan semangat baru. Alhamdulillah aku masih diberi peluang oleh DIA untuk merasa ketenangan hidup baru.

Perubahan besar yang aku lalui. Alhamdulillah bawa aku kepada ketenangan. Aku bersyukur. Cuma terkadang. Bila sudah biasa dengan tenang. Datang satu ujian aku cepat melatah. Ya ALLAH. Maafkan keterlanjuran aku. Aku belum betul-betul kuat dalam penghijrahan ku. Walaupun setiap hari aku berusaha ke arah itu. Aku berdoa agar aku mampu menerima segala ujian dan mengharungi rintangan yang bakal mendatang. Aku sudah temukan jalan kebenaran. Tapi jalan kebenaran itu pun bukan sentiasa mudah. Aku tau. Masih panjang perjalanan hidup aku dan masih banyak dugaan yang bakal aku tempuh.

ALLAH sedang berbicara denganku tentang kesabaran. Sedang membantu aku untuk terus memupuk rasa sabar dalam diri. Sedang mengajar aku untuk tidak mudah melatah dalam hidup. Maka sabarlah sayang. Hanya ujian dari ALLAH. DIA tahu akan kemampuan mu untuk mengharungi semua ini. Setiap ujian itu untuk menambah lapis sabar dalam diri ku dan semoga dengan setiap satunya mampu mendidik aku untuk terus tenang dalam hidup. Supaya mampu aku persiapkan diri untuk sesuatu yang lebih besar. Apa? Aku sendiri tidak tahu. Kerana perancangan aku tidak mungkin membataskan perancangan ALLAH untukku. Aku hanya mampu berdoa dan terus bertawakkal.

Inilah sebenarnya aku. Bukan terlalu arif untuk berbicara. Apa yang tertulis ialah apa yang datang dari hati. Aku mampu jadi begini. Aku juga mampu jadi aku yang lebih senang. Yang lebih bersahaja. Untuk kali ini.Inilah diri aku. Biar org tau. Dalam diam diri sebenar aku. Aku masih punya rasa tegas. Dan sayang ku pada agama ku masih menebal. Walau apapun pandangan org kepada aku.

-Ikhlas Dari Hati-

LuckyToKnowThatHe'sMyFriend

This morning I actually thinking on posting a new entry. But I keep thinking over and over again still I don't what to post about. Until just now I decide on posting this entry about this one friend of mine. :)Hehehehehe.. Seriously. I'm thinking that why on earth all this time I didn't saw him as a friend. A real friend who always be there for me. Yes. A friend that inspired me on study. Inspired me on not giving up life. And inspired me on continue being a strong girl in pursuing my degree.

He is actually one of the most humble friend that I ever had. Yes. If we see him roughly. He is just a normal person. A student who carry his laptop and books here and there. Studying. Focusing in lecture. Yes. He is smart, good-thinker. And in some other way, able to inspired people just by his humbleness. *I don't know if he ever going to read this or not* But I'm writing this down as an appreciation towards what he had done for me. A friend like that I think I never had before.

By just one looked. I could expressed what he want to tell me. *No heart feeling action* Just inspired. Still remember there is this once. *During the start of this sem* When I'm totally down. Yes. Seriously at the very bottom of the earth. I text him. Seeking for advised. Seeking for some words from him. So that I could stand up again. Be strong again. And started to walk the path again. He replied we me with quite a long text. *Isinya biar lah saya je yang tau* I read his text for a few times. Trying to digest all hi words. I read it one by one. Line by line. And suddenly I can feel something inside me.

The spirit that slowly grows. The sorrow that slowly faded. And the way he expressed his words. Even without knowing his real expression while typing all those words. But I'm sure enough that the words were sincere and the sentence come from a true friends. I do stand up back from the fall. I become more positive for each passing days. And study seem to be lots more lighter then before. I remember when the day after, during the class when the lecturer were still not coming in. He give me this one kind of looked like asking :Are you ok friend?.. Hahahaha..I don't know since when that I learned to read other's mind or maybe because he's a friend that really have the sincerity in helping me that I can understand what he want to say.

I just sincerely bowed my head down giving him a sign that I am ok and there's nothing for him to worry. Yes. He is one of a kind of friend that I had been searching for all my life. *tiba-tiba teringat lagu brothers* hehehehehe.. I'm not kidding man. I really appreciate it. I thanks ALLAH for granted me with this one friend. Which I know will be one of my inspiration through out my final year here insyaALLAH.. I'm blessed. Syukran Ya ALLAH.. ^_______^

GettingSweat!

Hahahahahahahaha..Come2.. Mari kita sama-sama ber'sit-up' dan berjogging dan ber'skipping'.. Mari-mari.. Hahahahahahaha.. I feel refreshed after able to do all this things and able to get sweat like before.. Ergggghhh..!! How I wish I could be runnin around the court semula.. Tapi takde kawan la mau diajak ber'tennis'... Huhuhuhuhuhuh... *sedeyyyy*

I really mish tennis like so fucking damn much.! Kesian tengok beg tennis tu duk terperuk hujung katil *sob* tapi takde kawan lahhh.! Boleh je actually kalau nak pegi sorg2 then stroke dgn dinding..tp still nak g sana pun dah cukup cerewet dah.. *IP..!! Bukak la satu court tennis!!!* huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.... Seriously nak main sampai lebam.. Nak lepas gian and lepas tension sekali gus.. As a sport girl like me, playin my game could really help in releasing stress and tense..!! But how lah? If I ever have a bike I will for sure go there everytime I got free time and stroke with the wall for as much that I want..!!! *but sadly I didn't have one* huhuhuhu

Just by thinking I've to take bus from my hostel to UMS then have to take another bus to Kg. E then have to walk so far away to go to kompleks sukan.. I'd rather exercising at home. :( But here I can't play tennis... HUhuhuhuhu...I'm freaking wanna play it menn..!! Aduiiiii..!!!! Nak ajak kawan2 semua ofkos la dorg banyak alasan kan.. Huhuuhu..Biar la...hak masing2 kot... ^^V so for the time being.. *bersabar je lah sayang* ade la tu masenya kau bleh p main puas2 okehhh??? Skang ney rilek2 lu...*tapi skill dah tak tajam neh...* huhuhuhuh.. Takkan nak tunggu ade tonomen dulu then terus2 g main? Aduii..!! I'm not MARIA SHARAPOVA ok!! Even Maria had her training almost everyday...!!! Huhuhuuhuhuhuhuhu...

Kira kalau aku bleh turun2 terus hebat lah wehhh..!!! Bek aku nominate myself untuk pemain no.1 dunia... Bahahahahahahahahhahahaha... Sengal wa sengal..... Shoott..!! The more I talk about tennis..The eager I want to play it.. haishhh.. bahasa tah pape dah aku guna nehh... ciittttt..!!! nak men..nak men.....! Anyone open for a game? :)

UnderneathTheSkin

Hahahahahahaahah..funny wehh. But in the same time worrying if it going to bring any effect... Hohohohoho.. Actually I've realized this thing happening to me since last few months dy. But I thought it was actually just a normal thing and I'm experiensing becaue I'm too tired or holding heavy thing for too long time.. But then lately it happen again and again and the movement were like faster then before.

The vein around my elbow *bawah* keep moving even me got to see it movement and feel it pumping or looping inside.!! It can even be seen from the outside. It's kinda creepy wehh.. Hahahaha.. And It's still moving actually when I'm typing all this. Was this normal? Hahahahaha.. I think it kinda funny lah kan.. Because it looks like there were one whole bunch of people head banging inside.. *knock2..! are you doing some kind of gig down there?* Hahahahahahaha.....

Hopefully this got nothing to do with any serious illness. And it will fade by time.. *hopefully* K lah.. I think I'm going to start with my my works now.! >.<

DreamHouse.

Hahahaha..Another movie? Wat the efffffff???? HUhuhuhu... Yeah....Call me a movie freak.. I really love to do the surveys and straightly buy the tickets if feel like watching the movies. Even only by looking at their posters. Hahahahaha.. And today..I did it again.. We just strolling in front of the GSC...and by looking at the poster of Dream House movie.. "baa Net..Jum kita...!!" hahahahaha.. LOL.. *in the mood of watching horror movie but then thinking Al-Hijab might be too heavy too handle* bahahahahahahaha.. So we just go for Dream House. *kind of thriller movie too*

It's worth watching even the story line were kind of slow.. It's getting better after the true identity of the hero were revealed where the whole time he's actually living in his very own world of hallucination. Haisshhh..Kind of psychotic but what he experienced was actually the result of other's fault. He love his family, kids and wife too much until he couldn't accept the facts that they were already died. And the story of how they die were actually sumthing different and really unpredictable. *that was where the nanges part was..* huhuhuhuhu.. It was actually other's mistakes. And he too lost his precious family because of other's fault. Huhuhuhuhuhu..

Can't tell much.. Just wanna say that there is no regret to watch that movie. Yeasssss.. Best and worth watching... Seriously... It was one of the best..!!! >.<

Fighting.!

Even without attending any class today. But still my body feel so weak. Tired. And out of energy. Huhuhuu.. I think I already eat a lot.. But still I can said that my body feel really2 tired today.. maybe because of the pain... I wanna have some sleep dy. TOmorrow have to try to wake up as early as possible since have to restrained my leg first. Hopefully tomorrow could be better.. D= huuuhuhuhuhu..

JadiOrgCantek? Untunglaaaaa...

Hahahahahaha..Skang kan tgah zaman perkataan "UNTUNGLAAAAA..."... So aku pun terpikir nak aplikasikan kat dalam blog aku jugak... Sebenarnye kan, aku suka tgok perempuan cantek.. *dont get me wrong. I'm totally straight* Hahahahaha..Cuma aku suka tgok perempuan yang cantek dan pandai berfesyen..*Maybe..just maybe because I'm not one of them* hahahahahaha... Tapi bukan semua lah... Aku tambah lagi syaratnye.. Cantek+pandai berfesyen+pandai jaga diri+pandai bawak diri.. Haaaaa...Itulah...

Tak perlulah nak hoha sana sini.. Bergalak sana sini. If you do beautiful, people will turn back to you in one glanced when u pass by them.. Attractive.! Hehehehehehehe.... Sekali pandang je dah bleh cakap.. :" wow..Dia cantek..!" Kecantekan luaran dia tu terserlah daripada kecantikan dalaman yang dia ade.. Yerp... Bukan setakat cantik kat muka je.. What you're from the inside is the real beauty. Yang bertudung ke, tak ke, tapi kecantikan tu boleh dilihat dalam sekali imbas je. Tak perlu nak tatap2 sangat lah..

Tapi aku jugak benci golongan lelaki yang kalau pandang perempuan cantek macam sah2 perempuan tu boleh jadi milik dia..! Hehh ingat lah jugak.. perempuan ney diam2 dia tau nak nilai laki mana yang betul2 ikhlas dan laki mane yang hampassssss...!!!! Bila da pandang perempuan tu jangan la sampai pandang macam nak makan.. Tak dapat jugaknye.. Cara korang pandang perempuan pun dah menunjukkan perangai sebenar korg tau.. Kalau nampak perempuan cantek bontot dah berasap..Memang komfem takkan dapat la..Even nak berkwan...

Perempuan cantek2 ney..*bukan aku* suka jenis lelaki yang cool..Bukan mencapap... Yang beria..yang selok..yang sewit2.. tu... Bukan2.. They prefer cool guy with cool attitude. Ada pahamm??? Hahahahahahha... Kalau macam aku ney.. Sukati lah aku nak macam mane pun kan.. Selamba sudahhh..Nak kontrol2 depan laki buat ape..? kan3? Like certain 'gadis-gadis ayu' yang suka kontrol depan laki.Gelak pun tutup2 mulut.. COver2 malu.. Kalau takde laki..dia lah gelak paling setan sekali..tenganga2 mulut..!!! hahahahahaha... Bagi aku..Selagi aku ney aku.. Aku memang selamba..*tak makan saman la dalam erti kata mudahnya* Aku rasa aku nak makan aku makan..Aku rasa nak order patblas cawan air pun aku order.. Selagi aku tak menggangu ketenteraman org lain.. Org nak kate ape.... SCREWW THEMMM!!! hahahahahaa...

Tu lah gaya hidup aku.. As long as aku tak sakit kan aty org lain.. AKu tak wat org len berdendam dgn aku..dah..cukup... Untuk future husband aku nanti.. paham2 la yekkk..Hahahahaha.... :)

OhBody.! -PartII-

Heshhh... Kusut..Kusut..Don't know why but my leg won't to co-operate well with me today. What is happening to you dear leg.? Is everything all fine inside? Huhuhuhu.. Have I tortured you that much that now you are actually pledging for rest? Huhuhu. Ok lah I'm giving you one day off but please be well tomorrow keyh. Praying that you will be just find. Huhuhuhu..

Today I'm forced to skip one morning lab and the evening tutorial pun seem impossible for me. *jalan pun jengkut2 weisshh!!!* Haihhhh... Hopefully there will be someone that willing to help me nak pergi klinik this evening. *praying* Sorry dear leg. I have too bring you to see the doc. Yeahh.. *sape suruh nak sakit time2 org tgah nak bz* Hahahahaha.. That's mummy suggestion and I'll go for it. No worry. Praying that it's just a normal cramped and medicine will help to sooth you. *Praying again* aminnn...

The funny things is that I asked one of my friend to help me inform the lab's instructor about this. *since it was not our lecturer in-charged* Then the instructor replied was like :" amboii.. banyak sangat pergi shopping ke?" *doommeddddd!!!* Hohohohohohoho.. Sir.. if do pun nothing cn be done dah kan? I won't forced this leg of mine to walk all the way there.. *dah lah lif rosak!!* Nak panjat tingkat 4 dgn kaki yang in super duper 'GOOD' condition neyh? I'd rather stay here in my room and let it rest for this one day.! Huhuhuu

Then still have one tutorial to be passed up this evening. But nak buat macam mane kan.. Kaki I must be given a good rest or else dia akan merajuk lagi don't know for how long. *nice* hahahaha.. I don't have the idea also why is this happening. To make me feel better. Yes I think it was because I use it too much this time around and it was too tired and now demanding for a good rest at home. Ok lah darl. Have a nice vacation keyh. I have rubbed you with the sunscreen *balsam* and get tanned *get well* soon okeh. This evening I'll try to bring you to a spa *clinic* session.. hahahaha... :)

Bahagianye kalau bleh positif maca ney hari-hari.! And for those friends.. Don't worry about me too much k. This leg of mine only demanding for a one day vacation. InsyaALLAH will be back to business tomorrow.! Have a nice day ahead.! :)

OhBody.!

Huhuhuhu....dah jarang dapat post entry banyak2 macam before.. Now I wanna story2 about myself..!! Hahaha..*tanak baca? Tak suruh punngggg* hahahahaha... Hmmmm.. Actually me myself pun taktau what is happening to me... :( Why I easily become sleepy lately.. And it's disturbing my study time lah.. Wahaiiiiiii...!! Plisssss..!!!!

Maybe because of the weather too. Still need sometimes to adapt myself.. I do think about having nescafe back. But on second thought. I cancelled it. Nanty kang tak pasal sakit lain yang dtg.. I do not planned on consuming much caffeine lahh.. Since I know it will give me huge effects later on.. *migrain* huhuhuh..then kalau dah macma tu lagi parah la nak study kan...

Oh my body.! I really hope you could resist all this and co-operate well with me.. Only for this few upcoming months and I promise to give you the best rest during mid semester break and even during the sem break later on. But now, I just pray that you could give more effort in helping.! Please do resist my new style of study.. And please adapt to it faster.! Since we need to do much more things after this..! Pliss syg..!!

I didnt have the intention to make both of us fall sick or even become too tired. I do give you much rest kan.. But still why did sekarang you easily get sleepy ney? We do have a very nice sleep everyday. Plus after starting drinking hot milk every night our sleep time have become so beautiful. Ahhh..Maybe lack of exercise kan? But I'm afraid that doing exercise might make you become more tired lahh..! For now, I couldnt help. Have to sleep.! Nyte..!