.:Say.It.Before.It.Too.Late:.

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

SENIOR YEAR

The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

.:Peluang:.

Dalam hidup kita..tuhan bagi kita satu je peluang untuk kita berjumpa dengan orang yang betul2 sayang kan diri kita..kalau kita leka dan lalai dengan kehadirannya..kita akan kehilangannya untuk selama-lamanya..jadi..hargailah orang yang menyayangi kita dan curahkan lah sepenuh kasih sayang kepadanya..kita takkan pernah tahu kalau dia lah satu-satu nya yang ditakdirkan untuk kita..curahkan lah kasih sayang dengan sepenuh hati..kerana kita takkan mengetahui siapa orang itu sehingga la tiba saat kita kehilangannya..mungkin masa tu kita akan menyesal dan pada masa tu nanti..penyesalan da tak membawa ape2 erti.. ;')

.:Ibu.Kau.Ratuku:.

Orang kata aku lahir dari perut mak..

>> (bukan org kata...memang betul)

>> Bila dahaga, yang susukan aku.....mak

> Bila lapar, yang suapkan aku....mak> Bila keseorangan, yang sentiasa di sampingku.. ..mak

> Kata mak, perkataan pertama yang aku sebut....Mak

> Bila bangun tidur, aku cari....mak

> Bila nangis, orang pertama yang datang ....mak

> Bila nak bermanja, aku dekati....mak

> Bila nak bergesel, aku duduk sebelah....mak

> Bila sedih, yang boleh memujukku hanya.....mak> Bila nakal, yang memarahi aku....mak

> Bila merajuk, yang memujukku cuma....mak

> Bila melakukan kesalahan, yang paling cepat marah....mak

> Bila takut, yang tenangkan aku....mak

> Bila nak peluk, yang aku suka peluk....mak

> Aku selalu teringatkan ....mak> Bila sedih, aku mesti talipon....mak

> Bila seronok, orang pertama aku nak beritahu.....mak

> Bila bengang.. aku suka luah pada..mak

> Bila takut, aku selalu panggil... "mmaaakkkk! "

> Bila sakit, orang paling risau adalah....mak

> Bila nak exam, orang paling sibuk juga....mak

> Bila buat hal, yang marah aku dulu....mak

> Bila ada masalah, yang paling risau.... mak

> Yang masih peluk dan cium aku sampai hari ni.. mak

> Yang selalu masak makanan kegemaranku.....mak

> kalau balik ke kampung, yang selalu bekalkan ulam & lauk pauk.....mak

> Yang selalu simpan dan kemaskan barang-barang aku....mak

> Yang selalu berleter kat aku...mak> Yang selalu puji aku....mak

> Yang selalu nasihat aku....mak

> Bila nak kahwin..Orang pertama aku tunjuk dan rujuk.....mak

>> Aku ada pasangan hidup sendiri....

>> Bila seronok, aku cari.......pasanganku

> Bila sedih, aku cari......mak>>

Bila berjaya, aku ceritakan pada....pasanganku

> Bila gagal, aku ceritakan pada....mak

>> Bila bahagia, aku peluk erat....pasanganku

> Bila berduka, aku peluk erat.....emakku

>> Bila nak bercuti, aku bawa....pasanganku

> Bila sibuk, aku hantar anak ke rumah.....mak

>> Bila sambut valentine... Aku bagi hadiah pada pasanganku

> Bila sambut hari ibu...aku cuma dapat ucapkan "Selamat Hari Ibu"

>> Selalu.. aku ingat pasanganku

>> Selalu.. mak ingat kat aku

>> Bila-bila... aku akan talipon pasanganku

> Entah bila... aku nak talipon mak

>> Selalu.....aku belikan hadiah untuk pasanganku

> Entah bila... aku nak belikan hadiah untuk emak

>> Renungkan:>> "Kalau kau sudah habis belajar dan berkerja... bolehkah kau kirim wang untuk mak?

> mak bukan nak banyak... lima puluh ringgit sebulan pun cukuplah"...

> Berderai air mata jika kita mendengarnya..........

>> Tapi kalau mak sudah tiada..........

>> MAKKKKK...RINDU MAK...... RINDU SANGAT....

>> Berapa ramai yang sanggup menyuapkan ibunya....

> berapa ramai yang sanggup mencuci muntah ibunya.....

> berapa ramai yang sanggup mengantikan lampin ibunya......

> berapa ramai yang sanggup membersihkan najis ibunya.......

> berapa ramai yang sanggup membuang ulat dan membersihkan luka kudis ibunya....

> berapa ramai yang sanggup berhenti kerja untuk menjaga ibunya.....

>> dan akhir sekali berapa ramai yang sembahyang JENAZAH ibunya......

>> renung2 kn lahhh...

.:SyG.DaRi.MatA:.

cerita ini berkisar tentang sepasang kekasih..c gadis yang sangat mencintai c teruna.. bukan kerana paras rupa..bukan kerana kesempurnaan..tetapi kerana hati dan kejujuran c lelaki tersebut..bukti nye.. c gadis jatuh cinta kepada lelaki itu walaupun lelaki itu sebenarnye BUTA. c teruna selalu bertanya :" sayang..betulke awak tak kisah menjadi kekasih kepada org buta seperti saya?" jawapan yang diberikan:" setiap orang ada kelebihan dan kekurangan tersendiri..kalau awak celik, belum tentu awk dengan saya." c teruna:" sayang..andai kata suatu hari nanti saya dapat melihat. saya berjanji akan mengahwini awak." ucap c teruna denga penuh kesungguhan.. masa berlalu sehingga sampai satu saat dimana c terna mendapat penderma untuk mata nya..selepas pembedahan dan proses pemulihan, insan pertama yang dicarinya ialah sang kekasih hati yang selama ini setia berada di sisi..tetapi alangkah terkejut nya dia bila melihat c gadis juga rupanya BUTA.!!! c gadis menuntut janji :" sudikah awak berkahwin dengan saya sekarang? sudikah awk mengambil saya sebgai isteri awak?" c teruna:" maafkan saya..saya rasa tidak..saya memerlukan seorang perempuan yang sempurna untuk meneruskan hidup saya. dengan linangan air mata, c gadis menjawab:" tidak mengapa..saya paham.." sambile berlalu pergi..tetapi kemudian dia berpaling..dan berkata :" TAPI AWAK..JANJI AWAK JAGA MATA SAYA ELOK2!!"..

.:Love.Them:.

ann, ziqa, bila kita sama2 study time study week kan? then ade org membuta awal.. haha..bila kita sama2 spend time ngn ann ngn aunty kan..then ade org degil tanak denag ckp aunty tapi last2 kene sumbat makan gak ngn macam2 bnda..hahah..

>>ann..bila kita gila makan mini pudding manggo yang jelly tu kan..pastu beli lagi yang bowl besar tu kan..makan sampai cirit2..hahaha...

>>ziqa..bila kita makan kuih raya and sambal mak kau kan..memang aku kalah ngn kau bab makan! tu tak bleh d sangkal lagi..hehehe

>>ann..bila aku ngn lyl sanggup meredah pergi beli eskrem papermint kat giant semata-mata nak goda kau kan..tp last2 padah kitorg yang merana nak menghabiskan eskrem tu..haha

>>ziqa..bila kita sama2 dengar aunty cite pasal ann kan..tp mase tu ann da tido..ehehe..mcm2 rahsia dia kite berjaya korek..kan2? padan muka kau ann!!heheh

>>ann..bila kita sama2 memasak dalam gelap kan mase ip black out..then ade sorg makhluk tuhantu dtg mase makan and hilang masa da abis makan..hahasape la agknye makhluk itu..

>>ziqa..masa kita sama2 berlagak mcm org kaya g shopping kan even dwet tgah sengkek nak mampus..nak minum starbuck..haha...pastu bila da blek nyesal tak abeh..kwang3..

>>ann..bila kita sama2 melepak kat bilek kau dulu kan..sambil nyakat k.lin n k.shiro..it was fun! haha..but then..pikir2 balek..akan ada ag ke mase tuk aku rasa tu semua ngn korg?

>>ziqa..bila kita stay up that day kan..kau yg paling bersemangat..tapi kau yg paling awal terbongkang..hahaha

>>ann..bila kita 3 stay up aritu kan..kt umah kau..then kes meggi when kita just dapat ape? sup aje..hahaha..mane mee dia? kene telan sudaa!!!

seriously..korg byk bg aku reason to laugh and enjoy my life here...tengs for everything..sayang kau dua org ketat2...

.:GettinG.Older:.

Hai guys... :) thanks for those who reminding me that I am getting older! Huhuhu.. As now I am already 21. I think I am free too make decision on my own. :) I had to learn to stand on my own feet. *I had start it since I enter matriculation last time*..

Huhuhu.. For me, ages just a symbol. It was just number. :) What we think and our on state of mind decide who are we today. :) Kan? 27.Jun.1990, the day I was born. I want to share with you guys my births story.

Hehe, among us, Mummy said I am the one who eager to see outside world. Haha. Mummy takes few hours to go to the hospital and doctor then bring her to the labour room. Mummy insisting that she really want to gave birth but the doctor said it other way.. When the doctor step out from the labor room, the nurses take the places.

When she is trying to put on her rubber glove, my mum suddenly scream and puffff! I am out. hehehhee.. Mummy always laughing when she tell us how each of us were bringing out to this world. :) As the four of us, all didnt really like to drink milk. Accept for my younger sister.. Mummy said that is because the other three of us stop drinking milk around age 1 or 2. So we didn't really like it..

As for our childhood memory that I have been telling before. I will keep it as the most beutiful moment that ever happen in my life. They will be the most precious thing that I will never forget. I will be kept perfectly in my mind. In my heart.

As for friends, they come and go. I had once declare one of them as my best friend ever. But now she also want to leave e behind. Maybe it is fated. That I am not good enough to be one of her friend. I am not qualified. I am going to back off. It's hard for me, but I will try. Because she will never announced me as her friend anymore.

It's ok. Because for me, loosing one friend doesn't mean that I had to stop living life. But it rather means that I have to stand up. I have to widen my scope so that I can see that other friends were there for me. So that I can realized that there is more who love me then those who hated me. I come to realized that and i dont have any reason to be sad lagi.

I decided to move on. Not hoping for one person only. I love them who love me. I don't care those who hate me. :

.:HapPy:.

Weee~ As yesterday make me become sorrow all day long. But today I am feeling better. Yes.. I am feeling great. A failure doesnt mean that we lost our future kan? Masa depan untuk kita yang corakkan. :) Alhamdulillah. The positive kind of thought had come back into my life.

I shouldnt be that dissapointed kan? But I have to accept it as that is the afford that I give. kan? So that is consider carita lama la.. Long time didnt write ohh! But still I dont have any regular readers gak kan. those yang Accidentally je pun yang baca. But still I dont want to delete this blog of mine. Who knows I might be sharing my future life nanty kan?

hehe.. Wedding ke. Baby ke.. :) Jauh sangat I berangan! :D hehehehe.. Hurmm..actually may days were full with activities recently. Hehehe. :) Penat.. But sangat fun.. heheh

Mula dgn g tengok My dear baby girl.. :)

Baby girl mummy da demokk ye syg... Gia da bolattt... Hehehe. Mummy dukung baby pun da lenguh tangan mummy. Tapi mummy ta penat pun.. Janji pasney mummy dukung yerrr ary2.. k syg? Hehehe.. Mummy geramm sgt tgok Gia.. :) Kalau leh nak cium ary2.. Tp pasney pas mummy balek Sabah.. Lameee lagi baru dpt dgn Gia balek. Tp mummy janji mummy akn g tgok Gia sekerap mungkin selagi Gia ade ngan mummy.

Banyaaakkk mummy amek gamb Gia semalam kan. Gerammm cgt ngn Gia..tp mummy ta dpt lg nak upload syg. Sebab hari2 mummy full with lots of things to do. But I promise dear syg, once I am free, I will upload it ok. But still got no picture of both of us la syg..xpe t kte amek came2 k..byk2.. :P

That is the reason la why I am sper duper happy.. My baby girl da besar.. :) Dia da pandai tenyum even baru je ibu dia pas abeh pantang.. Nak photoshoot dia la nanty! :) K la..this is it for now. I am going to get ready. Da lambatt! :)

.:rEadiNg:.

Hi guyss! this is my third entry for today! :) Well actually I want to tell you guys about this one little hobby of mine. :) Kalau korang nak tau! I loveee reading very mucchhiii!! :) hehehe.. Best.. I am not that choosy la. I read almost all type of books.

In month break ney aje. I read 3 books suda! Alang-alang takde ape-ape nak buat kan. Hehehe.

1. Reread novel 'Kau Kekasihku'

2. Reread novel ' Sejuta Impian'

3. Buku mama 'Indahnya Hidup Bersyariat' -yg ney sikit g tak abeh..

Either it is Religious, Novel, Documentary and even Bibliography! :) I dont care! Sbb I love them too much! Whatever type of book, there is still knowledge inside. Kan? :)

But now, I am currently reading this book:

-A Doctor in The House-

-The Memoirs of Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad-

This book tells us about the journey of the fourth Prime Minister of Malaysia. It have so much lesson in it. And it teach me a lot about life. Even I didn't finished reading it yet! :)

This actually is my Aunty's. But since i am the one yang banyak free tima. So I baca lah! Seronok tau! :) Real life experience of Tun's were write down. It gives me inspiration to go on with life and to faced with daily problems. Thanks Tun! :)

.:Daddy:.

Guys.. Do you know what day is today? Hehehe. Yesss.. You were right! Today is Father's day la alls! hehehe.. So, what's your father's day activities? Hehe.. Celebration? :) Makan-makan? Jalan-jalan? :) As for me, if nak celebrate besar-besar pun. Not everyone is here. Only me la among the other four. So nak celebrate pun macam takde hitt je. Plus papa plak working far away from home kan. So maybe the celebration we should Done it another day. :)

As usual la, BBQ party after abg is home nanty. :) All celebration in one night. hehe.

As for my daddy. He is a simple minded person. But sometimes, can be sangat cerewet person. *especially about hygine!!* hehehehe.. Every time I faced any problem, he will be among the first that will call me and ask about it. He can help me as much as he can. :) Sometimes, if he doesnt has much work to do.. then he will give me a ring and we talk nearly half an hour! :)

But in time when he is busy, he might not giving me any calls. I understand his job. He needs to be there when he was called. His job were sometimes need him to be on-call for 2 3 days. Sampai ade mase kadang, he just step in the house, and duduk-duduk, he get a call and make him has to rushed back to his office.

Sometimes, kesian tengok dia. He is such a great father. :) There is once when the world were walking away from me, he mas there, standing with a smile. He always said this.

:" Caa.. *he give me the nickname* You must remember that daddy is always here. I dont bother about all the stuff.. But for all my child, I will always be here"

Yerp. The text really touched me. :'( After I rply the msg. He immediately call me. I really love him. I do.

As for today papa. :) I with all my heart wishing you Happy Father's day. Thanx for being such a great father. :)

-xoxo-

.:HapPy.BirTHdAy:.

Today I am going to write out 3 entry sekaligus. Tapi the 0ther two akan menyusul sat g la.. because I am rushing la now.. Why am I rushing? It will be told in my next entry la ok..

But no..I wanna wish my cute, adorable and comel kakak her birthday first! As or me, my ohter siblings meant the world to me. And as for her, it is still the same,!

Happy birthday kak Echa! you know kan that I love you in every way you are. *you know that kan??* I am prying for you kak. For your good health, for you happines.. Now and in the future. InsyaALLAH.. :) Semoga kehidupan akak sentiasa dlm redha ALLAH.. :)

Akk igt lag mase Eqa staying at your house almost every end of the year? Staying ngan akk, ngan arwah mama, it means a lot for me. Always missing those moment. When you take me jalan-jalan, when wew go shopping. Akk still remember. kan? :)

And know, as you is already working, and me studying sooo farrr away, it is almost impossible for us to do all that thing together lagi kan.. But i have faith in my heart. That we can always make up sumthing and have fun togetther! Cant wait nak tgu untuk end of Jun ney! :)

Love you kak! :) Luck n barakah in every single step yuo tak! :)

.:ShiRt.PoLo.BorinGneSs:.

Hahahaha.. Sadis kan? Baru je sebulan cuty. Da berasap bontot! I am not the kind yg duk diam kat umah, jaga kecantikan.. NO!! I am absolutefuckingly not like that! :) I am more active, extreme and lasak girl la! haha. Kalau in 1 day to, tak start moto tak jln2 mmg tak sah! heheh.. So when I just sit back and do nothing. Saya mula bosan!! Huhuhu..

Boringnessss.. *ade ke words tu dlm dictionary?* hehehe.. ta kesah la! Somehow, rase boring tu kadang2 faded when I saw my mum face! Oh my! 4 months at home doing nothing. It feels like heaven! *jangan gemok dah la!* hahaha.. I am totally free. Eating. Playing. Reading. And gossiping with my mummy syg. :) banyak tau topik yang kitorg bleh borak2!

Most of the time, I with her, shopping, eating, sleeping. Can't imagine how I am going to be for the next sem lah! Will alwasy hunger for mummy la kot! Hhuhuhuhu... Since I am the only child now kat umah kan.. Sebab:.

1. Abg is on the sea. Sailing. Working.

2. Kakak is at UTM Skudai. Studying for her short sem.

3. And adk because she is in diploma, dia tak dpt de 4 days sem breaks.

Pity her.

But mcm2 mane pun.. Kdg-kdg I hanging out with my friend. Lepak-lepak, teaching sekejap aritu, then makan-makan. There is this on friend of mine yang selalu jugak ajak I pegi tengok POLO..*masuk cite kedua da!* You guys know what POLO is?

It was some kind of stick game. *alaa..macam hoki tuu* But what makes is soo extraordinary is that it is actually horse riding hoki! hehehe. If i am not mistaken, each team will going to have five members on the field. They will try hard to knock the ball and at the same time balancing their body on the horse to shot the ball at the goal.

Mula2 memang la pening. But after some study I kinda start to understand the game. I think it can be said that this game is the root for the development of the POLO-RALPH LAUREN brand. *yekeeee??* but they do have some connection la!

The most exciting thing of all is that. I got one Original Polo-Ralph Lauren shirt! It is actually a colar-tee with a very light chocolate colour. I were it once! But it kind of menegelebeh lahh! *means it is large*.. tp still the material were so fine. I love it. Since it is a present from my aunt! :) cute tau! But unisex kan..tp I nak jugak!1

hehhe..k la guys,, I rase this is it for now k. Later if ade ape2 news will write sammor..!

.:Kmc.anD.JaLaN2:.

hye guyss~ Actually I wanna post this entry last night.. But I was too tired and I slept early. So now only I got the chances to post this out. You guys want to know why last night I am so tired? Hehe..ok. Now I tell you guys.

Actually since coming back from Umrah. Mak Lang kept saying that her back hurts. She fell on the stairs during Umrah. At first we tought it was only minor sprain but she really suffered whenever she want to cough or sneeze. So my mum n I decided to bring her for X-ray lah..

My mum actually planned to do it here in the local government hospital. By I insist on bringing Mak Lang to Kuantan, to a Hospital swasta la. Kuantan Medical Centre or also known as KMC. We arrived there around 10 a.m.. I help to register Mak Lang at the counter. Later, we go to A&E section. I accompany her into the doctor's room. The doctor suspected that she might have cracked on her back ribs. So then we went to the X-ray.

We had been waited for nearly one and 1 hafl hours before the x-ray result were done. We then take the result and consult with the doctor again. I am surprised when the doctor said the ribs were cracked! Thank God that it is not major cracked.. She had be given some medicine. And we can go back. After that, me and my mummy decide to bring her to the mall for lunch. Here some pictures for yesterday!

Here my mumy!

Mak Lang with the ice lemon tea!

We had our lunch at Chicken Rice shop!

Menu baru! Ayam serai wangi!

Sedapnye mak lang makan! :)

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Mummy's favourite! Pai Tee

Sape berani? :)

Tapau sushi!

Me at sushi king!

.:FatEeN.FArHanA:.

Sorry kakak! For the late entry. Actually I am going to post an entry about my siblings on their birthday! *touching tak?* hehhe.. seriuosly wehh.. I am making this for them tauu!! Tapi dorg read it or not to depends la! :D

Now am going to stoly the moly about my elder sister. Actually her bday was on 30th May. But lambat sket entry nrey dbuat! *bz laaa! tp buat jgak!* hehe.. me and my sister only one year diff in age. She is 1 year older then me! *saya muda OK!*teheeeeeee.. as usual..we grow up together. Lari-lari tgehter, jump-jump together! teeeheeee!! tp ktorg byk bebeza tau! ngeee.. :D

first..cuba la try bukak kitorg punya certs file! hehehe.. Her's is full with those soccer, futsal, badminton, and macam -macam game lagi la dia join! as for mine! haha.. Believe it or not? penuh dgn certs for academic activities! haha.. Lain kannn? hahahaha.. takpe2.. :D

But we are somehow have lotsa things in common jugak!

contoh:: we love our mom! hehe..

We both play tennis! hahaha

We go to the same school! hmmm..

what else ehh?

sokay la..tp yg sure.. I love her.. and i love all my siblings! My papa n mama too!!

Love*Love*Love

.:JaLaN.JaLan:.

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....actually yang ney da lame da...during last May.. Even not really a "holiday trip"..but it is still fun! teeheeee.. :D wanna know my route?

Pekan (my Hometown)

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Gombak (Acit's House)

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Sungai Besar/Sabak Bernam (Kak ja's house)

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Damansara Damai (Cho's house)

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Sri Kembangan, Taman Equin ( Kak Echa's house)

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J.J Taman Equin (Jumpe Kamarul!)

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Putrajaya (Kak Ain's house)

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Back to Sungai Besar

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Pudu ( Nak balek daa.. )

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Pekan semula!

teeehheeeee...its not really holiday, tp bleh tahan la kan bejalannya? :D actually go to hantar Mak lang.. She want to go Umrah. But now i'm writing n uploading all this when she already back kat KL semula! :D

Here got some picxy! :D

Muhammad duduk dengan Wan nye.. He is such a lovable kids! Senyum dia amboi lah!

Muhammad with his bike! tgok dia senyum!! lebar betui!

Muhammad with his lovely adorable and caring mummy! hehe.. I love her also. Love you kak ja!!!! MMMwwwaaahhh!!!

Muhammad with his favourite action! :"pow! pow! pow!" hehehehe..

.:YeaaaYYyYY:.

Arini abg I belabuh kat port Kuantan la! hehe.. tp still xleh jumpe la..huuhu...have to wait for 2 3 more days.. :D tapi tak kesah la! sbb saya tau later nak g jumpe abg saya!

.:frieNdS:.

do u guys realized? friend and enemies were somehow alike! hahahaha.. No la..saje je nak buat opening yang grand! haha... Mesty in ur mind:"

1. Haaaaaa..ade la tuh gaduh ngan sesape tuh..

2. Ape g yang dia tak pueh aty ngn kwn2 dia tah..

Banyak lagi la! hehe..tp the title and the first opening sentences to xde nak marah2 oo gaduh2 ngan sape-sape pun.. Just wanna give out some though.. :D *enjoy!*

1. In my life, who ever that come into my life, even once, they were my friend.. I call everyone around me as my fren, without they realized. I already feel that they are my best fren. Like fren that I had known for years. Pelikkan? tp.. the fact is, how many of them will call me as a fren plak? or maybe those that i think as a besfren, do they think the same about me?

2. I am being nice with others. Once they are my friends. I will help them. Anything that I can.. to the limit there is once, my mum said that for me, frenship is more valuable then my own family. No. What I give to my fren, I gave it more to my family. But still was there any real friend that can do the same. Maybe ade some la..

.:hOm!eS:.

yeayy!! I am slowly healing for yesterday tragedy~ miahahahahahaha... Maybe by that way, I can put some hate faster for him! Hehehe... But now... I am not going to tell u guys about this.. But I wanna show you guys my homies!

The place where my heart lies. Where the 4 of us grow u

p. Run and play. And where we create most of our lifetime memories.. :) Even though its just only a kampung house, but it give me such a peaceful and relaxing moments whenever I was home. :)

It is located near Bandar Pekan. At the back of my house is the famous so-called Padang Polo.. International Polo competition is held here almost annually.. and around this june.. they will held it again! teeheeeeee!!! :P

.:CeriTa.HoSteL:.

yeayy!! Da dapat Hostel..

Alhamdulillah..

Ta payah nak susah2 macam sem lepas..

Pening pale jerp mikir!

mcm mane itulah...

macam mana inilah...

surat itulah...

sem ney selamat..

Alhamdulillah...

Satu ney dah dipermudahkan..

Terima Kasih Ya ALLAH..