Friday, September 30, 2011

Sakit Gigi vs Makan

Hahahahahahaha... Ape perbezaan dua and persamaan dua2 yang kat atas tuhh? Hehehehe.. Jawab cepatt..!! Nnt dapat 40sen adiah diaa..!! Hehehehehhe.. Meh2.. Lemme story2 to u ols.. hehehehe

Perbezaan dia Sakit gigi tu tak sedap.. Makan tu sedap.. And persamaan dia plak.. Dua2 tu jadik kat mlut.. Heheheheh.. Pandai takkk..!!! Disbabkan takde org menang.. Adiah saya simpan sendiri lah yekk.. Tp cite sebenar bukan pasal persamaan ke beza2 neh.. Cita dia sebenar is adalah SAYA SAKIT GIGI..dan susah nak MAKAN.. Hahahahahahaha.. Tu lah kau.. Sebelum sakit bukan main segala jenis makanan kau telan.. Ha ney amek balek.. Balasan sbb gelojoh sangat..!! ALLAH nak suh beringat lah tuu.. *OK2...Pasney tak buat lagi.. Pomis youuu!!!* Heheheheh

But because of having this kind of pain. I try my best to find way on how I could eat better and without causing the pain to be extended further. So I give it a deep thought sampai tertido tadi then.... *sebelum tido dah dapat ilham dah* hahahahhaa... I decided on only taking into soft thing as my food for this upcoming few days. Just now I bought plain nasi + ayam masak kicap + sayur and one plastic of hot soup from the hostel's cafe. *malas nak turun. It was demm Hot here!*

Sampai rumah I open up the food container, put everything inside a bowl and pour the hot soup. *It become like porridge.* I try to chewed the veges but auuwwww..!!! Keras nyeee.. So have to put it aside.. >.< *What a waste!!!* Sedih makan lunch wtihout any single piece of veges. But what to do kan. I would rather eating like that then continue chewing it and cause the pain to come again.

So I finished eating it and post this to blog. Hahaha. Sorry I didnt snap any pict sebab my fon cabel is no where to be found. *dia main nyorok2 sama tuan dia.* This evening since we were going to go down there for food. I might considering on eating the real porridge. Huhuhu.. *boleh kurus la kalau ini macam terus..* hahahahahaha... Cayalahhhh..!! Key lah all.. I had to cont my reading and doing stuff. :) I better get going.. See u again next post..!

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

GreatDay!

Hehehehehe.. Hai oll my syg2 sekalian.. apa kabar semuanyaaaa??? Hehehehehhehe.. Ada sihatttt?? Today I wanna tell u guys bout my outing today with this two loveliest friend of mine.! *Jangan Jeles taukkk!!* Hehehehe. Actually it's unplanned outing. *for me lahh* Because the other two memang dah plan kut nak kuar.. p 1B je pun.. Bukan p K.K..

First2 ktorg sampai p mamam lu.. hahahaa..lapar kut.. Da jalan kaki....Hehehhehehe...ktorg decide nak makan kat Old Town. Lame tak lunch situ. *plus ade macik sorg neh ngidam* hahahahahaha.. So after mkn.. panjang la pulak boraknye kannnnn..hahahahhahah.. then duduk2....cakap2 lagi...pastu baru gerak.....

Actually my aim memang nak p buat spec.. *because this two eyes were giving me much trouble during class la..* Hahahaha.. susah nak nampak slide show kat depan. So na tanak kene wat jugak lah. Bukan senang woo nak carik frame yang sesuai dgn muka I.. Hahahaha..kesian mereka berdua kene tolong I.. Da la nak carik yang murah plak.. *banyak nau syaratnyeee!!* hehehee.. last2 jumpe la satu kedai ney yang murah.. *dah aim kedai ney sebenarnye* then masuk.. kesian gak la kat akk tu kan....bape banyak frame kene kuarkan semata2 untuk one customer yang cerewet ney.. *tp it's customer's right kan..so sukati la...!!*

Last2 I decide on one of the frame, done the eye test lagi.. Pastu uncle tu cakap :" Finish in half an hour.." Then ktorg pun mcam..Ok unclee!! hehehehehehe...Owhh..I do report tu mummy bout doing the specs.. Heheheheheh... Mummy said :" do the k-popo style la..!! *amboiii lah..!!* hahahahahahahahhaha... sabar je laa... then after g survey2 barang kat watson and Guardian before deciding on buying things kat Guardian..

Then ktorg g Kaison. Kedai comel tu. hahahaha... banyak barang comel2 lah.. Gerammmm..!! *Sejak bila kau jadi geli neh fatenn!!* Hahahahha... Sukati la weiitttt.!! Hik3... after amek spec tu ktorg jln lagi.... mcm2 kedai ktorg masuk tp bkan mmbeli sgt pun..da dpt ape yang dicarik kre ok lah tuh.. hehehehehe.... before balek ktorg g makan kat kedai makan baru bukak depan Giant.. Kira ok lah makanan dia.. Sedap and harga standard... Then ktorg balek..

Arrggghhhhh,,!! And now I'm super tired. Since tomorrow I got morning class I guess I shoul get to sleep now.. Hehehehehe.. byeeee..!!

*sorry there is no picture lah. Sebab my fon punya cable tatau lepas kemane..hahaha..k la..nnty jumpe laggii!!!

Saturday, September 24, 2011

SocialNetworking

Morning peeps! Hehehehehe.. Do u guys ever heard of the title before. *Kalau kate tak aku nak suruh korg delete Fesbuk ke twitter masing2* Hahahahahahahaha... Aku pun tanya soalan mengong2 gak kan.. Hehehehee..

"Do you guys know about Web 2.0??"

Soalan pertama lecturer kitorg time briefing tuk course Security System aritu. Masing-masing tak macma nak ternganga plak kan.. *Then diam...* Buat2 macam bebal gila.. *Ke mmg bebal?* hahahahahaha.. JOKING... Then lecturer point out satu satu org.. Ade yang dah siap-siap tunduk pale lagi.. Then tiba2 *RINGGG* Phone dia bunyi... Phewwwwww..!! Sape lah live saver kami tuh.. hahahahaa..after answering the call, terus dia sambung cakap pasal benda lain plak.. heheheheh..

Then masuk kelas Web Tech. There the lecturer show us about all this Web 1.0 until Web 4.0 thingy.. Hoohohoho.. Okeh.. Rupanya Web 2.0 tuh ape yang kita panggil as social networking la.. Fesbuk, Twitter semua tu menunjukkan yang kita skang dalam era Web2.0.. Hahaha.. Malunya benda tu pakai hari2 but then lecturer tanya aritu bleh2 plak tatau.. * layak kene ketawa lapanbelas round* dushuuuummm!!!

hahahahahahahahaha.. Rupanya itu ye.. Then lecturer ada la mentione now is the transition time from Web 2.0 kepada Web 3.0.. Web 3.0 tu ape plakkk?? *aduiii...bebal tahap ape la kau nehh* hahahahaha..

Web 3.0 itu lebih sikit intelligence dia berbanding 2.0.. Dia lagi pandai interact dgn users. And scope dia lagi meluas... And tahun 2011 ney termasuk dalam tahun transition from Web 2.0 kepada Web 3.0..

Hohohoho.Tbe2 rase mcm best plak blaja course nehh...hehehehehehe... Nanty kite cakap2 lagi yek...SAya nak p bukak buku... Gagagagagagaggaa.. Babaiiii..!!

ImissHisWords.

Huhuhuhuhu..whenever I think back about him.. I feel energized. His words were really impressing and I really hope to read from him again. But that seems impossible since he had already not in the same world with us. I love to read what he previously wrote from the scratch. Don't know why I didn't felt a slightest feeling of boring or tired. When reading his words, I'm somehow inspired inside.. Ya ALLAH, tempat kan lah dia dikalangan hamba-Mu yang beriman..!

His every pain that he expressed were really felt every single time I read 'em.. Thanks to ALLAH that I'm now granted with health and that was such a blessed. For him, pain give him no reason to give up life. He carried his responsibility as a good muslim and never failed to impressed his readers with all his life experienced. He never once stated any of those 'hukum' without giving out a rigid quotation from Al-Quran and hadith. Being analyzed to have cancer during his few steps of becoming a real doctor didn't give him much effect in continue pursuing his dreams.

His wills and determination really inspired most of his reader out there. And me is one of them. Seriously, I don't know him that much. But his words make me feel like I had know him for years. I really hope that there is a chance that we can meet up but he passed away before it could happen. But getting to know him through his blog were more then enough. A small man with a big heart. That is him. Even he's scared with the disease that he got, he endure it to the very end and deceased with full respect and du'a from us, his readers, his followers or what ever name it takes..

Just to let u know that even after your deceased, your words were still giving others inspiration in fighting for their life. It's not greed. It's just hope. Al-Fatihah untuk beliau... Semoga beliau ditempatkan di kalangan org yang beriman di sisi-NYA..

Friday, September 23, 2011

It' Ain'tOnlyAboutBeauty

hye guyss....!! kabare wakkk??? hehehehehe... Ngah watpe tuhh? Lunch dy?? Bahasa aku pun da bercampur baur...Hehehehehehehehe... Hmphhhhh.. Based on the tajuk tu.. Korg leh agak2 tak ape aku nak tulis huh?? Hehehehehe..teka la...teka la.... ^___^

Takde aku just nak stress kan kat sini.. Kecantikan tu bukan segalanya.. dari aspek ape? Semua laahhh..!! Bukan org aje okehh... Nak saya explain kann? Tanakkk?? Nak jugakkk..!!! gagagagagagagaggaga....

1. Orang..*ehh? tadi kate bukan sbb org?*

Hehehehehehe.. Org yang cantek.. Especially perempuan la.. Kalau nak nilai kecantikan dia.. Bukan setakat dari luaran.. Kita kene nilai hati dia, kejujuran dia and paling penting nilai keagamaan dia.. Sebab kat situ lah letak nye 'kecantikan' sebenar seorang perempuan.. Let say sorg pempuan yang cantek mukanya.. Tp ade sesuatu yang kita rasa tak lengkap pada kecantikan tu.. Mungkin haty dia? Atau mungkin ketaatan dia pada ibu bapa dia? Siapa tau kan? Kalau setakat nak nilai cantik pada paras rupa, tak kemana pun. Sebab lagi 10 tahun, kulit dia akan tetap berkedut.. Tapi kecantikan dia pada agamanya takkan pernah luntur selagi taat nya dia pada penciptaNYA.. Dan biasanye, kecantikan dalaman la yang membawa cahaya pada kecantikan luaran, dan seterusnya membuat kan perempuan tu cantik kat mata sang lelaki yang melihat.. Bukan cantek yang membangkit kan nafsu syahwat.. Tapi cantek yang membawa ketenangan.. :)

2. Buku

Kadang-kadang, people tends to buy a books based on it's cover.. Sebab tu la adenya istilah 'Don't judge a book by it's cover' Buku yang cantek luarannya, menarik dilihat, belum tentu mempunyai ilmu yang berguna.. belum tentu ade isi yang menarik.. Bukan saya nak kate semua la..Tapi itulah kebenarannya. Kalau tak takkan la wujud pepatah td tu kan.. :) Jangan nila buku yang lusuh, yang bertampal tu sebagai buku yang tak berguna.. Mungkin buku tu menyimpan seribu satu ilmu. Sebab tu dia lusuh, sebab sering dibaca. Sering digunakan.. Sebab tu dia jadi lusuh.. Kita nak pilih buku.. Read through dulu kandungan dia.. Then nilai dulu dgn buku-buku yang lain yang lebih kurang same.. then baru decide..!

3. Blog..

Fuhh..penat dah..Hehehehe.. Same goes with blog la.. jangan cepat sangat nak follow blog yang nampak cantek dimata... Tak salah nak follow tp mcm aku prefer blog yang ade pengisian...even blog sendiri macam tah pape kan... hahahahaa.. Aku suka blog yang leh tambah ilmu, atau yang leh tolong aku release tensyen.. leh baca novel ke cerpen.. i prefer those kind of blog lahh... hehehehehhe...

K lah..tatau nak bebel ape dahhh..see u next timeee..!!!

Johnny English Reborn

Huhuhuhuhuhu.. Actually I didn't planned for this one. Ziqa and Amie ajak g tengok movie.. Nasib today Friday and student's card were still usable.. Kalau weekend mmg sah2 la tawaran mereka akan aku tolak.. Hehehhehehehe... Diorg memang eager betul nak tengok cerita ni so aku join la.. Mula-mula aje dah macam nak tebahak2 aku ketawa.. Seriously, memang pecah perut ok! hahahahahahaha. Tak macam satu panggung plak kan ketawa tak berhenti...

*Amaran :: Kepada sesiapa yang mengalami penyakit rahang longgar anda diminta mendapatkan nasihat doktor sebelum menyaksikan cerita ini..*

Hahahahahahaha.. Betul wehhhh!! Org yang sehat pun kuar panggung bleh sakit rahang..hahahah.. *aku lah tu* Then cita dia neyh macam best la.. Kalau aku nak cerita kat sini dah jadi basi la kann? So pe kata korg g tgok sendiri...? Dia ade yang 3D...tp tayah 3D sangat lah.. yang biasa pun dah best.. Yang penting jalan cerita babeee..!!! Hehehehehehe.. Memang dari awal tu masuk2 tengok poster dia da mengekek ketawa kan.. Cerita dia memang mantopp.!! A very leisure joke, kebodohan dia pun memang macam tu la.. Tapi gempak siuttt..!! hehehehehehe....

Tak rugi la g tgok tadi.. memang kalau sape2 yang under stress disebabkan oleh FYP atau ape2 yang sewaktu dengannya.. Adalah disarankan bagi anda untuk menonton aksi ini.. Jangan men download2 ok.. Nak download takpe..Tp make sure la kau buat gak sumbangan sikit ngan g tgok kat wayang ke ape ke.. Don't just freely download it..!! That was a dirty job okengg..! Nanty Johnny English dtg spy on you...!! hahahahahahahaha...

K la..I'm totally tired and my whole body was really2 hurt.. Now it's time to sleep.. nyte olls!

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Abduction

Hye guys.. Semalam kitorg p tgok Mubi... Hehehehehehhe... Cite Abduction la... Owh..!! Sebelum tu nak bgtau neyh... Streamyx da adeeeeee...!! Hehehehe.. So pasney kita meng'on9'kan diri masing2 la yekkk.... hehehehehehehee.. ^____^

Cita yang aku state kat atas ney pasal sorang budak laki. All the time dia membesar, dia rasa macam dia da ade perfect family sampai satu mase ney dia terperasan yang dia tersenarai dalam list budak yang pernah hilang mase kecik.. Dia sibuk nak carik kebenaran and rupanya org yang jaga dia selama ney adalah agent-agent yang ayah sebenar dia upah untuk jaga dia.. Termasuk dgn kaunselor dia sekali rupanya guardian dia..the rest of the stroy cerita macam mane dia survive from banysk benda..

Aku suka cite ney sebab dia banyak cerita pasal network, cyber attack, macam mane diorg leh hacked PC org, pastu kelemahan telecommunication.. Best la.. hehehhehhehehe..... Sampai kan bila cite tu habis, kitorg rase macam cite tu pendek sangat.. Padahal dekat 2 jam dah dalam wayang.. hahahahahah....

Cite tu last2 sekali the boy nak bunuh org yang dah kacau bilau kan hidup dia tuh, dorg meet up kat satu perlawanan softball rasenye.. *kalau tak silap la kan* Then ayah dia call dia tak bagi dia amek tindakan sendiri, tp dah nama pun anak kan, darah yang mengalir dalam badan tu darah ayahnye jugak, so dia cuba nak buat tindakan sendiri tapi dia last2 kantoi dgn yang jahat tu.. Then masa dia tgah nak lari, ayah dia call, suh dia pancing bawak laki tu kat luar since ayah dia dah tunggu dia untuk back up dia... Time neyh la paling cemas sekali, dia da keluar tu sampai kat satu open area... Then laki yang jahat tu kate dia memang hebat, tp tak sehebat ayah dia..

Actually ayah dia *who is one of the world's best hacker* dah tunggu kat satu spot and ready to ambush yang jahat tu.. Dia tembak laki tu tepat atas dada.. Fuhhhh.. Sharp-shooter la dheyy!!! Hehehehehhehe... Then dia calll anak dia, ney la part yang paling sedih sekali. Even tak tunjuk sekali pun full muka ayah dia, dia tunjuk time mulut tu mase diorang berborakk.. masa anak dia panggil dia 'DAD' muka dia berubah.. Tapi demi keselamatan anak dia dia takleh expose diri dia, mase dia cakap ngan anak dia tu dia diri jauh je... Dia ada cakap something yang lebih kurang macam neyh..

"Son, I'm your father, but I can't be your dad. Since I had already giving it up long time ago. After this, I will still be around you.. Protect u from distance like usual.."

Erggghhh.. Sedih maaaa... Huhuhuhu.. Anak dia ade perasan dia berdiri kat one spot.. Tapi in one glance ayah dia dah takde... Huhuhuhuu..Dia end up macma tu je la.. *Macam bakal ade sequel je neh.." hehehehehhehehe.... Wait n c la...tp cite dia besttttt..!! >.<

Friday, September 16, 2011

ImishMyLittleAngel

Wuuuaaaaa..!!Looking back at those picture of Gia.. I tink now I seriously missing her.. Wuuuu... Her mom said that Baby Gia da kene cukur.. Dah botakk~ But still I can't see her.. Uuuuuuuuuu... Sedih ney.. I bet after this even if I go back. She won't recognized me either.. Waaaaaa...!!! lagi la sedihhhhh.. Wuuuuuuu.... Na naness... baby.. I mish you so much.. Really wish that I can hold u and kish u right now.. Huhuhuhuhuhu.. Sorry akk tak g tgok baby before going back to Sabah. Akk busy handle too much things.. Huhuhuhuhu.. Agak2 t akk balek lagi Baby Gia still ingat akk tak..?? Still want me to hold u tak?? and take u to walk around the house.. Or just lepak outside baby's house.. baby u love the sun kan? when it shine on your face Baby Gia will smile also. and the smile was as warm as the morning sun..

Huhuhuhu.. And then when I lay u down kat tilam... U will struggle wanna get up.. wanna play and wanna being tickles.. U will laugh as much as u want.. I mish those laugh too baby sayang.. Huhuhu.. Bila la kita dapat jumpe lagi kan sayang.. My little angel.. i truly mish you.. Akk wish to hold u sumore.. And put u on my lap.. then we play cak2.. hehehehe..u will smile and to one extend u will laugh out loud.. Miss to hear those laugh... Haihhh.. How've u been sygs?? Ade kene cucuk lagi ke? But baby Gia were ok with it.. Dua kali tgok dia kene cucuk and she wasn't crying at all.. even after being injected she didn't experienced any fever ke ape ke mcm baby lain..

Tp bila dia kene fever atau tak sedap perut, habis la.. Ibu dia pun kene tocer sama ta dapat tido.. Asek nak kene hold dia je. Asal letak je nanges.. Hehehe.. But still dia jarang nanges.. Cuma aritu after quite long time kita tak jumpe when I come. baby nanges.. huhuhu..tepi kejap je.. After sometimes dia da ok.. Dia jenis yang sangat tau masa mandi dia.. Dia sangat suka air.. Cancer baby la kate kan.. ehh ye kee? I think soo.. Hehehe.. Bila da pukul 6 gtu, dia merengek2 nak mandi... nanti da mandi ok la.. even mandi ngan air sejuk pun dia tak nanges..hahahah... She's quite a tough baby u know!

Be a good girl my little angel. Dont let ur mom worry about you. Led a happy and healthy life. And I seriously mish u like hell!

Thursday, September 15, 2011

OutingWithBestBuddies

Hye olsss!! Tak sampai few minutes from my last entry kannn??? hahaha.. Sukati la,,! Blog aku kan!!!! buweekkkkkssss..!!! :P Ney la nasibnya kalau takde tenet kan..Kumpul cite2 sepanjang minggu then sampai satu ari tulis semua... hahahahaa... Actually i mish my Incix Blog So mushh!! Hehehehehe,.. Now nak cita pasal cerita kami berempat keluar berouting rabu lepas..

Kitorg buat keputusan nak keluar pun the day before jep sebab banyak barang nak beli.. *ehem2,,.Dorg la* hehehehehehe.....Saya ikut je,,, and beli barang sikit2,..berjimat la katekan.. hahahaa...ktorg kuar after abis kelas pagi tu around pukul 11 la.. First2 sampai?? Ofkos la mengisi perut yang kosong dulu kann.. Ktorg makan briyani kat Choice restaurant mase tu... Lame gak la lepak stu, banyak benda nak borak.. Al-maklum la bape bulan ta jmpe kan.. Hehehe.. Lepas makan tu ktorg g jalan2 sambil2 decide nak buat ape and ape nak beli dlu..

Then ktorg berpecah dua, sbb masing2 nak menuju tempat lain2 kan.. Then me and ami, zqa with ann,., But then ktorg meet up semula... Ann yang paling kelakar, ketar pale mencari plug nak charge fon,,, hahahaha... mane ade plug, selagi ade lah dia nak cucuk... tu la plak kekurangan pakai bb kan,,., makin banyak application, makin cpat plak battery nak flat,, then puas cari plug.. hahahahaha... After shopping kat parkson ktorg turun pegi Giant.. Haaisshhh.. How I wish there is one Carefour atau The Store kat area K.K.. huk3... Pasrah je laaa...

Bleh-bleh plak ktorg kat dalam Giant, diorg tgah nak repair sistem pembetungan kat dalam tu.. Alamakkkk!! Bau taik laaa!! Nk membeli pun dah hilang mood!!! Huhuhuhu...That's y I choose thing that I want, go pay and then keluar.. Hahaha.. Same with Ann.. Kalau aku da tak tahan dia apetah lagi kan..!!! Hahahahah...Ktorg lepak kat mcD luar Giant tuh.. Then amie sampai,,duk stu lagi tunggu Ziqa.. Lame gak la lepak stu.. On9 jap... Hahahaha.. Then after Zqa sampai, me and ann told them yang kitorg nak pegi tengok wayang since ktorg da takde nak beli ape da... Ziqa n amie still nak g carik barang kat IP, dorg sewa keta la... So ktorg bepecah lagi sekali..

After wondering around, ktorg dua decide nak tgok cite Hantu bonceng.. Tak tengok lagi cite ney oo.. Huhuhuhu.. Saje je nak ngisi masa yang terluang.. Huhuhuhu... Pasal cite tu nanty I buat review lain ok... *macam handal je kan..hahahaa..* takde la.. selera masing2 la..tak salah kan nak komen pasal bnda yang kte suka ke tak suka.... hehehehe.. melalut dahhhh!l!! Lepas abis movie zqa ngan amie still tak abeh lagi... tak balek 1b pun lagi.. So me ajak Anne g lepak kat Harris, sambil2 lepak leh la jugak c Anne carik plag kan.,.. So kt Harris I bought buku tulis and pen.. then duduk kat tempat anne caj fon tu baca magz. Dalam sepuluh minit gtu la asenye baru zqa dorg sampai..

Sampai2 je ktorg pegi Marrybrown.. Tapau makan.. Nasib ade student card tu, dpt la murah... tp tu la 3 je menu yang available.. pastu ktorg anta anne balek KF then ktorg anta Amie balek AB sebelum g pulang keta kat budak AB then budak tu antakan ktorg balek IP... Hahahaa..

p/s::Even it was kinda rush, still I enjoy the time we spend together..!! >.<

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

DearIncixBlog

I really2 miss u but Iam sorry that I couldn't write long..DAlam c.cney login.. internet rumah masih belum aktif!! will be back soon!!

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Conflict.!


Tu je yang terluah.. Perasaan sekarang?? Sedih.. Sayu.. Syahdu.. Tp at the same time ade gak rasa happy.. gementar.. sesak dada wehh!! Full pakej punya feeling dalam ada duduk... Penat.... semua ade la.. Conflict of emotion!!!


Sedih, Sayu, Syahdu sebab da nak balek.. Ade gak keburukan cuty lama2 neyh.. ;( Sedih na tgal umah.. Uwaaaaaa...!!! >.&lt; mane tidak...da bape bulan da ney kat uma... semua sedap.. Sampai berat bdn leh naik..naik dan naik.. ney tup2 nak balek Sabah da.. Terpaksa berkorban 2 3 ari untuk balek kL awal.. Huhuhu..Tp still mummy tak ikut.. So means arini last la nak duk kat umah. Ptg t da gerak kL....

Dalam masa yang same.. rase mcm happy gak sbb nak balek Sabah dah.. Jumpe mmbe2.. Eksaited nak get busy like before. Nak kelek buku sana sini.. Study sambil lepak2 ngn kawan2... Huhuhuhu.. Memang tak sabar.. Rasa gementar nak mulakan sem baru.. Rasa tertekan pun ade sebab da nak masuk final yearr.. Semua tu becampur aduk... Campur mcm kene blend dalam blender.. Leh buat juice!! aiyoooo!!!

Mungkin sbb da ari2 duk ngan mama kan.. Ta nampak muka org lain dah.. Goshh..!! How i'm gonna deal with this feeling!!! Tensennn2!!

Mama kata :: " Rehat lama dah.. Perut masing2 kenyang dah.. Balek sok belaja je lah...!!"

Haihhhhh.. Memang betul mama kate... Tp still akan take time la...! Tak penah cuti cenggini.. Sampai rase macam da abeh blaja je.. Hek3.... Kelako2... Hope2 mama ta sdey la nanty.. Same ngan saya...!! Kuat..!! kuatt!!!

"Ya ALLAH Ya Tuhanku.. Berkati lah kami hamba2-Mu.. Aku menadah sepuluh jari.. Memohon restu dan hidayahMu Ya ALLAH.. Memohon agar ditetapkan iman kami, agar diteguhkan jiwa kami. Agar dapat terus kami memperjuangkan agamaMU yang maha suci ini. Ya ALLAH, peliharalah kedua ibu bapa kami sepanjang ketiadaan kami.. Lindungilah mereka dari sebarang bahaya dan musibah Ya ALLAH.. Jauhkan lah mereka dari perkara2 yang tak diingini. Jagalah mereka dikala penjagaan kami tidak sampai kepada mereka Ya ALLAH.. Aku percaya pada takdir-Mu dan percaya pada qada' qadar-Mu. Sesungguhnya Engkau maha mengetahui.. Maha mengasihani.. Aminn.."

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Iain'tAperfectGirl

I ain't pretty. I am neither beauty. I don't have the perfect figure. I speak bluntly and often regretting it too late. I ain't photogenic. And I think myself can't find more comfortable places other then being with my family and those lovely friends of mine. I don't have those creative hobbies like drawing or doing arts. I just do what I feel to do on that very own time. Don't say that I'm wasting my times. Because only me knowing either I'm wasting it or fully using it. I ain't that ignorance that I don't know my own fault. I think I'm big enough to differentiate right and wrong. To tell the black and white. I just sincerely living life. Doing sincere things that sometimes hurting others. And for that I AM TRULY SORRY.. Here again I'm speaking my mind out. Just doing some self-reflection. And realizing all this things. Actually I realize it long ago. But then I am too hypocrite to keep telling my self I am not who I am. I'm ashamed of it. Until today come. And I think I had gathered enough strength to make this confession. I should accept who am I and continue living life as it was fated to me. And in the path, continue to repair all those hole that I left before. So that one day, this humble life of mine would be perfect insyaALLAH...

Soppin!Poppin!

Yooooo!!! Kbare semuaaaa??? Ehehehhe...bz..bz... tp td g shopping.. tibai gak la beberaapa baju.. ehehehe.. BEBERAPA ok....